killing me softly with his height

life hasnt been treating me so bad... now that i've recovered from my illness. i've managed to improve my driving skill by learning it together with mabelle. cause we just happened to have the same lesson time on the same day. also, i managed to improve my guitar skills as well... lol. not the real guitar. (i havent had the chance to take real guitar lessons yet) i meant, guitar hero. =P

then, i watched transformers 2 with a few friends. and might i say, it was totally awesome. i hadnt expected it to be nice or at least not to my liking just because i've never really been a fan of movies like that.

after watching movie, we went for a round of pool. and this time, i managed to improve my skill further by having a really great teacher. although i'd say, he was getting frustrated with me when i couldnt get the hang of that damn stick in the beginning. but at least, in the end, i was able to get the hang of it finally played some decent rounds.

so, what's next for me? well hopefully, if everything is fine, i would be getting my drivers' licence soon. and also, i am able to further improve my guitar and also pool playing.

.grace.

somebody...

cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares and everybody wants to know that they're not alone...

sometimes love comes around and it knocks you down

it's been a while since i've updated. besides the fact that i had been really sick for the past week, i've also lost all interest in not only blogging but computers altogether, to the extent that i'd stop switching on my computer for weeks.

anyways, as i've said that i've been really sick for quite a while now. and i've had recurring fever since i started getting sick. and the doctor said that i was suffering from bronchitis and it needs a long time before i can be well completely.

despite that, i still managed to feel a lot better and was able to go out for a day, yesterday... since my holiday started as i've officially graduated from IS.

sent a friend off at the airport today. only then i had found out that being cooped up for so long in my house, a lot has happened that i didnt know about. for instance, a lot of my friends have started to leave one by one to different places for their studies. i cant help but to feel that the day i've dreaded for so long has finally arrived. anyways, as i was saying, i sent a friend off at the airport yesterday because i hadnt seen her for a really long time and she was going to sandakan and as soon as her preparations are ready, she would leave for KL from there. which means, i wont be seeing her for quite some time.

that aside, i've had a great "guys day out" yesterday. yeah, u heard me right(or in this case read me right) cause i went out with 3 guys yesterday. lol. it was unintentional that i was out with the 3 of them. because they had planned to go for a game of pool after sending off our friend at the airport. they invited a few others, but none of the girls were available nor did they want to play pool. but since i was dying to play a real game of pool since kevin and yung first taught us... how to "reload ball", i tagged along with them.

before we went to metro, we stopped by at digi centre in lintas. later, we had lunch at hilltop and then headed to damai. when we were driving around damai to look for an available parking space, i saw a few friends at burger king. and as soon as we've found a spot to park, i went to burger king to do a little catching up with the girls, while the guys went on to play pool without me. i joined the guys in a few rounds of pool as soon as i parted with the girls. (and i have to say... playing pool was awesome. it was a lot of fun. although i've had a rough start, i've got the hang of it very quickly)

we stopped playing pool at 4 pm and they wanted to go for a quick game in cyber X. so, as they played this shooting game, i was sitting in front of the computer they insisted to pay for me to play, failing with my attempt to play guitar hero. =P

i've had a long day yesterday doing so many things with them and i didnt even spend one cent. lol. i guess going out as the only girl does have its props. ;P

.grace.

nothing i can say to make you stay

my apologies for missing in action. i had been really sick since last saturday. with flu, cough and fever. i had to cancel my movie night with my friends when i only felt slightly unwell and minor headache, but i was forced to attend a parents day function held on sunday night with my family. during which i suffered all night with a really bad headache and high fever. so, the entire night while the rest of the party went on full blast, i sat alone in one corner praying for the night to end.

despite feeling very sick on sunday, i had somehow managed to get myself in the mood to sit in the car for a long drive to papar to visit my aunt and uncle's orchard. along the way, my sister and i didnt fail to reminisce about the good old days when we would go there every once in a while, plus all the stupid things that we used to do there.

other than that, there was really nothing eventful with my life lately. i had just visited the clinic and stayed home to rest until now.

memories made in the coldest winter

well, sorry that i wasnt able to keep my promise that i would update frequently as soon as my exams are over. honestly, i just couldnt bring myself up to it. it feels like i've suddenly lost all interest in not only blogging, but touching the computer altogether. plus, i've been preoccupied with a lot of random things going on around me lately, that puts me off further.

anyways, my a-levels exams had already officially ended on monday. which was on the 8th. so, i can now basically say that i've already graduated. but it's not official yet. we will be having a graduation ceremony soon. and also a graduation night that i've somewhat convinced myself that i wouldnt be going.

now that exams are over and done with, my career as a graper has just begun. while waiting hopefully, for a letter of offer from the university that i want, im just not entirely sure that i'd really love the idea of being a graper. it's actually quite boring. with the same routines everyday, i just couldnt feel at ease. i kept having the feeling that i should be studying and not slack all the time. but then again, what was i supposed to study? it's not like i can even be sure of what i'll be doing in university.

on a completely unrelated note. last night i stayed up late, watching a very familiar movie i had once so enjoyed watching. it's a thriller, but somehow, we found a way to laugh at it throughout the entire movie. even towards the end of the movie, we couldnt stop criticising how lame it was, and what a low budget movie it was. and frankly, the only reason i had wanted to watch that last night (after stumbling upon it by chance) was merely because it brings back a lot of funny memories we've had during our holiday in singapore last year.

.grace.